Who I wanted to be

Ive switched roles with who I wished to be
Now I'm the girl losing sanity

I wanted what she had
To always be feeling sad

I didn't understand

I wanted it all without the bruises
And without hearing all the overused words
"I feel bad for you."
"I'm sorry."
"Are you okay?"
"Whats wrong?"

Nothing is wrong
But nothings okay
I just wish I belonged
And didn't want to run away

Ive been handed her role
As the girl falling apart
An I don't know the cause

I look okay
I lie to hide
But really I'm
Trying to be alright
And stop the blood
From drowning me
So I wont lose sight of who I want to be