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IF i could describe the state
my mind is in for all
I'd take a piece of paper
and crumble it in a ball.

But does the world do
with an item like this.
Line up a waste paper basket
so they can throw me and not miss.

You view of the world
is roses surrounded by green lawn.
mine view of the world
is a desert covered in thorns.

Yes i probably need help,
but then again so do you.
our world is not perfect
often what we see is not true.

Disappointment is so great
when the illusion finally falls through,
neither knows where to go
nor what to do.