Eternal Sleep (271)

I've finished with these tears
I'm no longer in my pain
Rewinding is no longer an option
And fast forward is the same.

I'd rather be hated for who I am
Then loved for who I'm not
You say you didnt want to hurt me
But I've still been shot.

I'm done with this life
A knife pressed to my wrists
It's time to make the fatal cut
The black lips of death kiss.

I dont want to do this anymore
There's no more tears to be cried
And on my gravestone please
Write exactly how I died.

I'm not ashamed to say
That I'm the one to blame
I'll cleanse this world but wash my enemies
With my bloodied pain.

I don't want to suffer
I'm done with your lying
And I need to tell you
How hell! I'm done trying.

I'm finished here in this world
I'm pressing real deep
I laugh deliriously as I fall
Into eternal sleep.

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