Not Like Me

I'm lost in a sea of thoughts,
Opinions and pressure.
It's hard to be me
When I can never be sure.

I'm being smothered.
Something is changing.
Nothing matters now,
Priorities are rearranging.

I don't feel like me anymore.
I'm becoming someone new.
It's not who I am.
How I think, or what I do.

This is not how I thought
My future would be.
Not like this,
But more like me.

~Originally written 1-14-2007 In the midst of coming out of a week long writers block.~