Im so stupid

Do you even know I'm here
do u even know i exist
every time you don't notice
more cuts appear on my wrist

why don't you just talk
why don't you just speak
the only time you open your mouth
is when you call me a freak

the only time you see me
is when you cause me pain
did you really love me
please baby just explain

i cant believe i fell for you
i cant believe i cared
you broke my heart
and now it remains impaired

why didn't i listen to my friends
when they told me you're a jerk
i probably should have known
from that evil little smirk

you hugged and kissed me
and i kissed you back
but you probably should know
that i FCUKING HATE YOU ZAC!