Maybe

Maybe I was the one playing with my own feelings.
Maybe I hallucinated that anything ever crossed the line.
Maybe I should have taken a step back earlier.
Maybe I should not have allowed you into my heart.
Maybe I would not have felt your pain like I do now. Maybe I would give my blessings to both of you.
Maybe I could keep my distance like a real friend. Maybe I wouldn't want you so bad.
Maybe I wouldn't fall.
Maybe I would hate you.
Maybe... just maybe... I wouldn't be as transparent.