My Tears

The 1st tear, I shed for choosing to know you.
The 2nd tear, I shed for learning how wonderful you were.
The 3rd tear, I shed for becoming your very best friend.
The 4th tear, I shed for seeing you differently
The 5th tear, I shed for lying to you.
The 6th tear, I shed for knowing her existence in your heart
The 7th tear, I shed for acting like I did when jealousy took over
The 8th tear, I shed for failing to pull myself up when I fell
The 9th tear, I shed for regretting
The last tear, I shed for all the 10 tears that rolled down my face.