Fight Forward

A tears trails down my face
For the millionth time today
I want to scream and shout
For the pain to go away

It's like darts
Shooting through my back
It like alcohol
Finding a place to rest
Like a sting, a cut
But this pain isn't fresh

Continuous hurt loss and anger
Running through my veins
I try to make it stop
But just inflict more pain

I yell at myself
To fight the pain inside
I scream I shout
"SHUT UP"
Then I run, I hide

I can't take the hurt
And no one understands
So I push through it all
Sit and wait
For just another fall