Cry?

I stick my hand down my throat,

I'm letting my soul go.

my body is sick,

my sadness is toxic.

i throw up my inside,

then i softly cry.

my heart races,

scared of all my unhappy faces.

i throw up once more,

made myself like before.

my life is awfully bad,

makes me horribly sad.

i wipe my lips,

i place my hands on hips.

time to smile

for a while.

to act OK,

but only for today.

tomorrow I'll cry.