We used to be as one within the universe,
you used to understand me,
you knew every inch of me,
when it hurt you held me,
now you can barely look at me.
disdain on your face plain as day,
a look I won't forget,
safely stored away,
then the self torture begins,
this is yet another punishment for my many sins.
I don't deserve your affection,
I'm not worthy of respect,
I deserve everything I get, is what your eyes will say,
when you cross the street to avoid me,
a black mark upon your day.
my shattered heart won't bleed,
until the ice melts away,
but for you, you'll get to watch,
You'll get to see me pay.
