Change..

Just can't think of how I was back then,
Reflect on the past,
How foolish I've been
How selfish I was or still am.

I'll try to grow up..,
I'll try to be mature.
I'll grow more open..

but..

Will it take time?
How long will it take?
Can I really change myself for the better?

Don't want to look back,
Don't to re-experience it again.,
I couldn't stand it,
So why didn't I change before?

So I'll try to change my friends,
My depression is forever gone..
Never to return..
I will find myself and change myself for better ways...