Red...Bang...Goodbye

My smile convinces you that I'm alright.

This shiny blade says otherwise.

You can't tell I'm gone.

I am too good of an actor.

I fooled you.

I fooled myself

that everything is going to be okay.

You see these scars?

Yes, they are permently stuck to me.

They remind me that I'm not worth much to you.

Obviously not your love.

I cant feel them anymore.

I cant feel anything to be honest.

They plague me you see.

They force me to think of you.

How you haunt me,

abuse me,

discarded me,

and for that I shall forever be greatful

from the depths of my rotting heart.

Love,

your daughter