A Lost Friend

Were we ever really friends
Or was it a lie
You said you would be there do or die

You were so selfish and never really cared
That I was your friend
With everything we shared

You used to call me every night
You were like my ray of light

Cheering me up the way you could,
I thought you cared,
I must have misunderstood

Friends come and friends go,
And we lost each other, Rightfully so

You spread your lies and spread your hate,
Now there's nothing left to compensate

You were the first man to break my heart,
I wish I had known what kind of person you were from the start

I did wrong as did you,
I wonder why we couldn't make it through

Being your friend, used to mean so much,
Why couldn't we at least stay in touch

You made me feel special,
So what can I say
My mind couldn't understand and
My heart got in the way

I wasn't in love with you,
We were simply just friends,
We never made it through, but
I see who you are through a wide angle lens