Why am i pushing him away?

Just one look into the stars
and my heart bleeds for you
just one thought about the sun
and my mouth screams for you
I'm not sure what i should do

but one things clear
i love you
i don't know when it started
but i don't want it to end
these thoughts of loving you will remain
theres time to spend

I'm not mad
i just don't understand
why i keep pushing away
the one thing I've ever been sure of

why am i leaving behind my prince charming
when he holds the key to my happily ever after