Should have listened,,*

They say never start because you'll get addicted
I guess I should have listened

I thought that once would've been enough
Never imagined it would've gotten this bad
& That I would crave something so awful
That didn't cross my mind & I just wish it had

It's so addicting, can't find a reason to stop
'Cause the pain is so soothing & such a relief
It's getting way too serious; always on my mind
This short time solution to end my grief

If I would've listened things would be different
I wouldn't have this crave always haunting me
Knocking at my door until it falls down
But I guess this is how it is suppose to be

They say never start because you'll get addicted
I guess I should have listened