Keeps me alive

The floor is cold,
where I sit and cry.
Waiting here,
for the blood to dry.
I think of your smile,
my reason not to die.
I know you care,
I can't see why.
I hurt you.
I'm stupid. I lie.
But I love you,
and that keeps me alive.
So I'll just sit here,
waiting for the blood to dry..

<3<3 i love you jake