Monument (197)

There's just so much s h i t
I'm losing control
You know this is coming
Right from my soul.

So many betrayals
So much pain
I feel so angry
I feel so insane.

When will I feel normal and whole?
When will this rage abate?
I need to regain control
And I just can't wait.

I've walked this road already
I've seen these sites before
Monuments held in honor
Of those thrown out lifes door.

Why?

i pause to stare in a mirror
A pause so momentary
I see your arms around me
Our bodies stationary...

Then you break me
And I pull away
To confine myself
And find comfort while I prey.

The vision ends
And I'm a monument
Of a broken heart
And a love long since spent...

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