Dimming horizon

Living for others
Cause living for myself is a thing of the past
All my dreams shattered
Another arrow through the bleeding heart

Sleeping night and day
Walking dead when awake
What's the point of breathing?
When the switch is permanently off

Living for my creator
Cause she's looking for a reason to leave
And I won't be that reason
But when I am gone
It won't make a difference
Whether I am the reason of her misery
Cause I would have gone too far to know.

One dream, one time I'd like to win
But as days go by
The stars refuse to look my way
The sun seems to be setting too fast
Its getting way too dark for the lonely bird
Won't be too long till it fades away
In the dimming horizon