You don't know

Living in a fantasy
a dream all my own,
since the day you left me
I've been forever alone.
I keep hoping for that one day
where your in love with me again.
Until the day your no longer
just a friend.
Over the years,
I've tried to put you aside,
out you in the back of my memory,
feelings for you I've tried to hide,
I swore to myself,
it wouldn't happen again
on that cold summers night
wouldn't of been the end.
Now 3 years later,
I've fallen for you once more.
Just to hear your voice,
remember your embrace
the times we had together,
the smile on your face.
Reminds me how much I loved you,
how much I care,
and now when I need you the most
your no longer there.
I tried to move on,
to leave you behind
but someone like you
is so very hard to find.
You don't know how I feel living
my life without you,
and you don't know what’s it's like
being with you all this time.
You'll never know the
emptiness inside.
I gave a love ever so true
and now when I need you the most
you leave me ever so blue.