My girlfriend

I had me a girlfriend once and i thought she was a keeper, thought she'd fill the hole in my heart, but now its so much deeper. now i sit here cuttin my arm trying to dull the heartbreak that i feel but its not enough this pain is real and still i try but the pain just won't die. i'm such a disgrace every girl i meet starts a new race to see how long she'll drag me along with her sweet song just waiting to throw my love up in my face take my heart rip it apart throw it all over the place and leaveing me there to die