You you you(finshed)

You were my first

you were my last

what we once had..........................is now in the past

i swore i would never break your heart

and yet you tore mine apart

i should have seen from the start

that you would never wanted to give me your heart

you brought me out of my shell

only to throw me into hell

the pain you gave me is to much to bare

my heart cant take another tear

its far beyond any form of repair

why is it that love is so fake

why is it my heart that will always ache

if i smile.......then its a fake

this pain i can no longer take

sometimes i just want to retreat back into my shell

and escape from this realistic hell

this pain is something i know all to well

if you ever loved me i could never tell

no more this pain i will take

no longer will my body be numb

my heart feels like it isnt beatin

i cut my arms and watch as the cuts are bleedin

i feel light as if im floating

i dont care where i end up

as long as im free from you

anywhere will be fine

just as long as i know im not wasteing my time