Me

I'm always like this
i never show
everybody thinks i'm always bliss
but nobody knows

i'm always fine i say
i'm always doing good
but i sometimes pray
that someone has finally understood

but of course not
i'm too good at this game
no one has caught
i have no one to blame

i do this because i care
it's for others, but not for me
these stuff i like to bear
it's to help others be free

of course i'm hurt
but who will know
i've got no one to alert
so it's better to just let it go

of course i'm sad
but who will like to see
these feelings i've always had
it's best to just let it be

let those who cry for help out loud
and for me to lend a hand
because i'm always proud
this is where i stand

deep within me i wish
that i could have the help i get
but wishing this way, makes me feel selfish
so i won't admit

when people ask me what's wrong
i tell them lies
because i am strong
this'll create greater and clearer skies

there are times when i'm weak
but why show this
when this is not what they seek
so this shouldn't exist

there were times when i needed assurance
but who's it to give it to me since i'm always so low
i don't know who can gurantee me endurance
oh well, no one will never know

wouldn't it be weird
for me to just shout
all of my fears
of course it would, that's why i will never spout

hahaha, so come on
let's keep this safe
let's let this be gone
so let me be waif

no ones wants to know about the real me
so can you please not tell
just let it be
everything will go well.