From above

They say they all know how i feel
But they don't get that this feeling is real
they don't know what its like to die inside
to watch yourself slowly slip away
as you fall asleep at night wishing
that you'll never have to face another day
I see myself everyday
get worse and worse
I'm stuck under this deadly curse
I'm getting skinnier
my heart is turning black
his voice used to be my soundtrack
i wish for death
i dream about my last breath
no one knows how i feel
i will never know what is real
goodbye to happiness
goodbye to love
and goodbye to me
as i now look down from above