Crumbling

Someone save me, save me from this.

This pain that I'm sinking in, these ashes I'm drowning in,

they burn,it burns with the turn of your back, with the tone of your voice.

Lud forgive me, forgive what i have caused this angel.

You may forgive me, but we know, you see, i feel, that this angel will never forgive what i have done.

I can not save myself this time, can not over come this barrier that stands in my path, this is not just the angels barrier, but all the angels before him, the pain they caused me, all in one.

It's all built up, turned to stone and darkens my every thought, haunting my mind and soul. To save myself, i must be stronger then what i am. Yet it is not a matter of strength, but will.

I don't know if i have the will to let this go, to let go of you, to get over my pain, even if i did, i think it may be to late.

I'm crumbling under my pain, because of your absence, and you're standing there, watching me slowly shatter.