Unworthy

You've always been good to me,
you've always been true,
but I betrayed that trust,
put the world between me and you.

Still you had faith in me,
and still you persisted,
it hurts more when you feel,
you are unworthy of what you are gifted.

You say "You're the best I got",
I say nothing but my head I nod,
why my words become so few,
wanted to say sorry,forgive me,you're the best I got too.

I know one day it will be too late,
you wont be there right beside me,
I might run after you but I'll b afraid,
of what an unworthy person I got to be.

Sorry for all the things I have said,
and for all the things I should have said,
I'll say am unworthy before you do,
because it'd kill me to hear it from you.

I looked indifferent when I cared the most,
I acted bravely when I was real weak,
we promised you're my best and am yours,
but I stayed mute when I had to speak.

It's dedicated to my best friend,
to the dearest too,
together we've reached the end,
because I was..I was unworthy i know.

******but u'll stay in my heart the truest and the best