You finally realize where your going in life, just one day u wake up with positivity, n your ready to Change, your whole personality, maybe lose your immaturity, maybe become mature, your never sure anymore, your not sure who u believe or not, your not sure who to trust or why to trust them, u lo at some friends n see nothing of it, u could lo at another friend and laugh, cry, be angry, talk and more,
its amazing how life Changes, n how much you Change, n sometimes cry for your old life back with some friends, but u know when you prayed for God, he Changed it all for a reason, so he could help you stronger, but the choices you have chosen, but u wonder how would u chosen them? oh yeah right? maybe your grandpa is standing beside you, but last night u finally cried n sat there, looked at old
pictures crying, n let so much out you could never before, your noticing the pain inside is hurting so much anymore, n of friends u were mad at, the hate is gone, n i can lo at them, n say w.e, i just don't care, because i let u make your choice n i wasn't it so I'm gone, i just cant care any less anymore, you made me cry, u made me feel like shit, well guess what that one suicide child is letting
everything out then having it on her skin, then puking it away, even if she still thinks about it all, but it isn't her fault, leave her alone, your gonna leave her alone? just cause she says so, ha i thought you were stronger? but u are, n she finally notices she is too, maybe its because she has this boy in her life, n hes making her heart feel whole, making her tears feel real if she cried, n not fake n
dumb if she was to cry in front of you, she finally realizes this is reality, this year counts for your marks, where u go everything, u do counts, so bring everything up, your soccer skills, marks, more, can you help her? Probably not she has to do it by herself, but wen she cried last night she knew she was gonna be stronger, cause she cried i cant take this no more, n had the razor to her throat, but
dropped it cause she saw a picture of her with a friend, n just in case your not sure who that friend was, it was you, she thought if i died tonight she would leave we would never have What we had, so she stopped, n just cried herself to sleep, we up like nothing was wrong, its crazy how almost a suicide can make u stronger then who you are..
