Sisters?

When we were little
I would follow you around
you always seemed so big
and mom always seemed so proud

I wanted so to be JUST like you
and simply for you to see
but now that I'm older
like you i could never be

you hold the world on your shoulders
and pretend your OK
who cares if your popular?
if your in misery and pain

none see through you
but i always have
your little annoying sister
who at you always laughed

you feel the attention
the boys all turn and stare
but what is truley sad to me
is that you think they care

i tried so hard to prove to you
that i didn't mean the things i said
but it doesn't matter anymore
your afraid because nick is dead

i quit the bad habits
out the window went the weed
but you still hold the grudge
i wish we could just agree

but time is passing and I'm giving up
i cant make you see
so keep your eyes shut tight
because I'm giving up finally.