Personality Disorder

Crazy,confident,silly,smiley
Sad,dark,angry,crying
These are the two personalities I have
One moment I'm happy
The other I'm sad
I wish I could control these moods
Maybe then I wouldn't drive people so crazy
I can't tell when my mood is going to change
It just happens
BAM!
BOOM!
It controls me
My body feels like it's on an emotional roller coaster
When will this ride stop
I will never know