Do u see the scars on her arms?

Do u see the scars on her arms?
or the pain in her eyes?
see the way she cries out in pain?
see the way she looks at the world?
her blank cold stare and emotionless face
she never smiles b/c she knows happiness
will soon leave her in tears

she struggles there in her own world
she can't trust any one( or at least won't)
she only sees the terrible past and she predicts the future only worse

if she doesn't stay cold, hard and tough
if she loved or enjoyed
if she let herself tri 2 be happy
if she wouldn't wanna die
she would just smile

but she can't trust
b/c it could hurt her
she wont love laugh or even smile
b/c shes scared
shes afraid it'll all fade away 2 quickly
just to never come back

so the scars stay and grow
b/c thats all she can control
the pains always in her eyes
shes always hiding tears behind her hard cold stare
her world hurts as much as the real one
but she can't let go, give up her control
she can't b/c shes been hurt to bad b4
but maybe some day she can forget the past to let the future hold a chance of being better

maybe

someday

OK so idk if this is the right category 4 this (tell me what u think so i can change it if needed)i also think this may b an OK song to play(tell me what u think)
it has a lot to do w/ me but also a lot not
~if u know what i mean~