Ending the Beginning with the Past.

Alone in my mind looking for something that I can't seem to find.
That in my mind is there to be found but not by me.

Something stolen or something lost.
Maybe worth nothing or a very high cost.
There to be found by the one meant to find.

Where do I go? Where does it lead?
I drop to my knees and begin to plead.

I said to myself I wouldn't do this again. But here I stand for the world to see my misery, hate, anger, and pain. Please don't let it be just in vain.

Why is it so hard to make things seem right.
I don't want this to end in another fight.

I say I love you say you don't. All i want is to take flight.

If my heart knows the way.
Then why is there fear? Fear of something so great.
Why can't i learn just to believe in fate?

The gate to my heart is open.
But you walk the other way.
And say there is no room for another to stay.

I am pushed against the wall.
And don't know what to do.

Feeling so torn.
Torn between two.

One to be loved. One to be lost.
One to be left. One to stay.
I guess not everyone can have their way.

Was it found or was it lost?
Did the beginning end with the past?
All i wanted to know was which memory was made to last.

(Written by: Dark Reaper and Livin in a lonely hell)