The way it's always been

Should I have said something?
Should something have been done?
Maybe if I'd done anything different,
Maybe I'd be the one.

Maybe it wouldn't hurt so bad
If I'd never gotten involved.
What if the worlds just ended,
And my life is just dissolved?

Go ahead and laugh at me
There's no reason for my crying
I had ho right to claim you as my own
But now I can't stop dying.

Here I am with a broken heart
With nothing to my name,
But a stupid promise to myself,
And I'm the one to blame.

Maybe theres hope, maybe not
Ill just wait out my remaining years
Wondering " What if I'd told you "
And tossed away my fears.

Maybe theres still time,
But maybe im wasted out.
I'mll just sit and watch you smile,
Crying with nothing to cry about.

Should I tell you now,
Even if my heart might be broken;
Tell you how ive loved you since
The first time we've ever spoken?

Maybe theres a time for us,
But I've left it up to you.
My destiny lies in your decision;
Theres little I can do.