Not who i used to be

Have you changed so much
you dont no who you are.
You feel like such a s.l.u.t.
An with your boyfriend you went way to far

Ive done way to many things
For my age
hurting so much
full of such rage

Im drinking
And stealing Alot
Im turning into the person i hate
and i can not stop..

Im loosing control
Sliding of the rale
Skipping so much school
Im destin to fail.

i bought a g-string
And i feel like a s.l.u.t.
I hate myself an the scars
From everytime i cut

Iv gone way to far
And the demage is done.
i lost my virginity
To the guy whose probably not the one.

I miss my old friends
An the gurl i used to be.
But I guess i have to relise
That This is the new me.