The day i die

Some times i wonder about
the day i die
some times i wonder
if my life was all
a lie
if so
would i be able to
write a letter
and say my
final good-bye

would the day before i died
be cold and dark?
rainy and stormy
like nohas ark?

would i come home
crying that day
would i be ashamed that
i wasn't able to say
what i wanted to say?

what was that bad
that this is worth it
was i in a fight
just throughing a fit?

some times i wonder what
it feels like to be dead
i have what i think it is like
it is all in my head

i guess i will have to
wonder no more
it wont be long
soon u will walk in
and find my body lieing
cold on the floor

this is my final good bye
this, is the day
that i die