A Choice Of Mine

...A Choice Of Mine...

It was not you the one I must blame for this
I still can feel your touch on my skin
The way your beautiful words used to sound on my ears
My laughter, my joy, your warm aroma is still by my side, so near
But it was a choice of mine, my chaotic choice.

It was your help the one I always needed
No matter what, you were always there to save me
In just a blink of the eye I could be on your arms once again
And I can't help but see how delicate tears start to flow
The reminders of what happened, the changes we both saw
But it was a choice of mine, my chaotic choice.

What a pity of night, what a shameful story end
So young to love maybe, but confusing feelings put me on the edge
Perhaps I should have waited, never did I know what to finally say
Only emotion began to slip down my miserable face
Your hugs, your softness, your warmth, everything slipped away
But it was a choice of mine, my chaotic choice.

Yet he regretfully asked me for a second chance,
What a disaster I had caused on him, on us
But time was all I could ask for, my voice was starting to hush
Fainting slowly, no one would see me hitting the ground
Sick tears rolling down, while silently I started my journey alone.
But it was a choice of mine, my chaotic choice...

No decision I have found, I am afraid still, suffering on my sleep
Dreaming of what used to be a beautiful romance, now finished
What to do, or how to act, just time will answer me back.

12Th August,2007 ©Copyright

...TILLmyLASTtearFALLS...