Inside

I am confused
in a blocked out state
your words, your lips
i cant concentrate

i stand still
silent
listening intently

but inside...
my heart speeds up
my mind slows down
my conscience gives up

my head is pounding,
my cheeks are wet
you walk away
i guess thats it..

i wish that i could
erase this day
i wish that i could
make you stay

i wish that you
still felt the same
i wish that you
still knew my name