Why!!

I hate me..
i hate you..
but why is it i feel i really like me?
why are you doing this to me?
why do u even care about me?
or why do u act like it?
why???
I'm scared...
You're not here to help me..
u say u want me..but where are you??
you promised you'd be here...
but you're not...
now the eyeliner and mascara run down my face,
my eyes burn from the tears,
and you're still not here..