It was

The feeling of desire
So strong
The feeling of smiling
Feels wrong

It was all in my hands
I was moving forward
And it all blew away
Through the rain
And the sun died that day
Im the same again
Im going under
This sickness is only starting

The feeling of empty
All Im running on
Is a surge of heartbreak
Like Ill never matter

I thought I fixed everything
I was singing
I was flying
So whyd it all end
I think I crashed
An hit the ground
Somewhere along the way
They still cant cure me

So are my scars here
For everyday that comes?
Are my tears faded
And glued to my cheeks of gone?

Im only a face of a gravestone
Im only a soul of a black hole
And Im losing control
Quicker than ever before