AFRAID

I'm afraid to love, i'm afraid to open up, i'm afraid to have feeling, and i'm afraid to care.

Often love has away of being blind and it often control your mind, In the beginning you don't see it but when it all said and done you will definitely feel it. Sometimes love is right but sometimes love is wrong. In my heart you will forever be but i can't take this i need to move on why can't you see. This is more than like this is what u call love but the problem is that you don't feel the same. because right now I'm left here all alone, heartbroken, and depressed. I've tried to walk away but everytime i think of you i feel confused. you know i really cared but you really didn't care. but maybe this is how it supposed to be, maybe you were just a leaf on the tree. my heart can't take another lie, i gave you my heart to you in hope that you'll treat it better than i would but to have my heard thrown back bruised and scarred up. Why did you promise to never hurt me when that was your intentions in the beinning, why did you promise me forever when you didn't mean it.. I told you before that my heart was sensitive to trust again u said that you were different and to trust you but why was i so damn stupid my heart is really shattered in many pieces why did you how could you i guess all men are a like because knowing you i regret. Yes i remember all the cute conversations we had, the hugs the kisses and yet after all the pain and the suffering you put me through i just don't know why i constantly think of you. I regret ever falling in love with you, i know this not what loves about, i regret kissing you, hugging you, and especially doing you. I regret wanting you, i regret having you and the sad part about this is that i still love you.