Breakdown

All this frustration building up inside
no where to put it
no where to hide
god i think I'm losing my mind.

I'm sitting here wondering
when will i crack?
when will i smile again?
when will i laugh?

i just had a baby
lost a cousin
left my man.
its also the two year anniversary
i lost a really good friend.

in the back round i hear silence
it's so loud
i think I'm going deaf.

maybe you think I'm crazy
i don't care
it's building up
my thoughts are just getting to hazy

everything and nothing
it's all hurting me too much
if i don't watch it
I'll forget why life was fun
if that ever happens
somebody please
hide all the guns

(c)copyright 2007

i know this poem sucks but i just had to tell someone what i felt before i had a breakdown. thanks for listening.