The Four Letter word

She sits in the corner of her room. Thinking of ways to die. She is to scared to kill her self. Expessally over this one guy. Instead of takeing it out on others. She finds a diffrent way. She begins to slit her wrist. Slowly and Painfully it begins to bleed. Wheres a guy when you want one in your time of need. Someone to tell you they love you and complement your every move. Haveing those two hour confersations hopeing you will never have to say good bye. At least not for to long because you might die.

She thinks to her self as she sits on the ground whats one person out of this whole world what would happen without little ol me.

She notices that there is blood on her pants and runing down her arm on to the ground. She tries to find a rag but there none to be found. She is looseing to much blood shes losseing control. She accedenlt cut to deep and got the vain. This had never happend before she didnt know what to do. She knew she was going to die So she desides write one last note like a final goodbye.

" To that one special guy I loved,

I dont know what I did to you to make you stop loveing me. I shoufnt have been so pushy should have let you be in control. I really did love you I thought you did to but I guess I was wrong. Maybe just maybe there is a chance I might live its a 1 in a million but theres still a chance.

Do you remeber what I wrote on that one note?"

I wrote "I love you so much and I dont know why. I just cant tell what it is it your laugh,smile, or big blue eyes? Or maybe your personality or big heart I reall dont know? But... I am certan of one thing if i lost you i would cry and if you stoped loveing me i would most certainly die.

Thats when it hit her! The escrusiating pain! Silent tears ran down her cheeks

As she blocked out her bad thoughts and thought of the good times she was with that one guy.

Right then she heard a far away noise she opend her eyes a little and saw his faint face. He saw the knife and called the ambulance. He knew that they wouldnt get there in time and it would be to late. He knew there was nothing he could do so he knelt down on his knees and held her in his arms as he read the note before he could finish he felt her body grew heavie and she closed her eyes. He began to cry as...She whisperd softly

"I LOVE YOU AND GOODBYE"