This Silly Little Game

I cant pretend to be happy anymore.
Your used to the happy and hyper me.
Where all I do is Smile & Laugh
But I cant pretend anymore
the depression has
taken over my body
and all I want to do is cry.
Knowing something I once loved is gone now Unfortunately his feelings for me has changed and yet...
Mine still remain the same.
I dont control his mind so I cant make him love me the way I want him to.
I cant do this I cant pretend anymore
Whats the point in dreaming that once more he will be mine....
Because eventually I will have to wake up from my fantasies and RE-enter my Nightmare.
I cant pretend to be happy anymore
when he left he took it all with him and the happiness that I once felt is now gone
And all I can feel is HURT and PAIN
I CANT PRETEND TO BE HAPPY
knowing my love for him was true but in the end.......
LOVE ends up being just another SILLY LITTLE GAME