Sorry My Love!

Every night I fight this feeling of mine
Trying to hide what I really feel
Every night I cry to release it all
To forget my painful fall

I thought it is easy to forget
I thought it is easy to move on
But why do these tears fall
Every time I reminice it all?

There are so many ways to forget
But remembering the past is what I get
There are so many reasons to move on
But why is it that I'm still holding on?

I think the answer of my question is
To die right now and that is it
To end my life is what I did
Here in heaven I am happy indeed!

I saw a boy sitting on a cloud
Tears fall down while starring at the ground
I came to him and wiped his tears
I feel what he felt, full of fears

I was surprised when he looked at me
A face that breaks my heart so deep
He was the boy whom i have loved
Killed himself just to say, "sorry my love!"