Unable to Move.

Last night I cut so deep
the blood poured out of from under my skin

this morning I woke up,
fingers unable to move
the blood dripped through

as I watched my hand turn blue
unable to move
the door opened
and I heard her scream

the scream pierced my ears
as she fell to the floor
to see what I had done
she asked me why
and I was unable to respond

I woke up in the hospital
tubes in my body
a tight bandage gripped my skin
which drops of blood leaked through

I was told tomorrow
I would go to place
where they can
help me through this rough time

I walked through the doors
to my new life
with white walls
and a man dressed in blue
who showed me to my room

he took all my clothes
and gave me sweats
I never really knew what I was in for

I walked down the hall
with yellow lines on the floor
showing me which way to the door

behind the door
sat a woman in purple and black
I sat quietly
and answered every question she had

she asked me why ,
and I sobbed out a name
"Jake"

the man in blue
walked me back to my room
and there I looked out the window
wondering still why i was here.

I cried and cried
until I felt numb
the lady would ask
me questions by the ten
none of which I knew the answer to.

they tell me
I'm almost ready to go home
but I cant face my friends and family again
what will they think ?