A Graceful Swan

I can't take this,
I'm not ready.
Please don't hate me
When I fail to go steady.

It's too much,
This I can't handle.
I have to end it-
It's time to put out this candle.

I'm sorry,
This wasn't meant to be.
Inside my head,
It's killing me.

It'll be ok,
Just keep holding on.
Don't despair;
Be a graceful swan.

You'll find another me,
I'll find another you;
I promise,
You'll discover your one true boo.

Please understand:
I need out.
I can feel this,
Beyond all doubt.