You Didnt Care.

I remember when I was small,
I would always stay right beside you,
All you cared about was baseball.
But mommy said to take care of me.

Mommy packed and left,"take care"
I was twelve years old.
You started to swear.
You never paid any attention.

I started to cry and cry.
Wanting a look from my brother.
You were away getting high.
You said I was the worst sister.

That hurts, my brother.
That really hurt that you don't care.
I want to go and tell my mother.
and tell her you don't care about me.

But mommy's not here anymore.
Now your gone getting drunk.
You never said I love you before.
I'm in my bedroom with a belt.

I don't wanna live anymore
Your away sniffling cocaine.
I got up and shut the door.
Opened the closet, getting ready.

I left a note in case you do care.
Of what would happen next.
I jumped off the chair.
and saw myself go to the light.

You came to my bed.
Wanting to give me a beating.
But you instead, saw me dead.
I hope you understand.

You were once my hero.
But you didn't care at all.