The things I said,
I would never do.
Always seem to sneak through,
The with held judgment,
I hold strongly unto my heart.
Some days,
I don't feel like being alive.
But just feeling,
Doesn't make me act upon,
A thought so ignorant.
I've been that close.
I've seen those dreary moments,
That never seem to fade.
I've felt uncontrollable,
Lost in wild emotions,
Conquering the clear thoughts,
Keeping you alive.
The moment feels closer,
Closer than necessary.
Closer than the time,
I need to learn to react.
I feel as if the breaking point,
The ultimate slit,
That will terrorize my mind,
The time is more valuable,
And very limited.
When I don't expect it,
It will rush in.
Like the wind on a breezy day.
My diseased mind,
Will make my body create,
The unthinkable situation.
If I can't contain it,
