I know you love him-
I can see it in your eyes
but the pain he causes you
I feel in your touch
but why do you do this to yourself
move on , its all you can do.
i want him,
i need him with me
in my last dying breath ill wish for him
even though what he did .
move on, its all I can do .
she has no idea;
I love her
yet I cant be with her
there is just no way.
I've broken hearts
I have broken promises
and I just don't want to hurt her.
move on, its all she can do .
last night she grabbed her blade
wishing he was there
to stop her -
hold her back from herself
yet he never came to save her.
move on that's all she needed to do.
last night I planned my death
I grabbed my knife,
I took those pills
first I felt the pain of the knife
and as the blood leaked onto the floor
I took those pills
And as my night slowly ended
I wrote him a note
move on, that's all I needed to do.
I got a call today
said she was dead
I loved her -
thought I could save her from myself
but all I did was ruin her life more.
I am sorry.
her note to me:
"I love you , I know you know.
but the fact we could never be
ruined me
I needed you
but you were never there,
all I needed to do was get over you,
but how could I ?
this is not the end, I will always love you Jason.
-Cassidy"
I read her note,
before I sleep
remember how I ruined her life.
