Place for My Head--='(

The argument happens between two people, both of whom are in my head. One that speaks of life, the other death. I dont know which one to follow or which one is right. They fight for control of my head and try to tell me how to handle my life.

The one that always seems to win over my head tells me of the madness and the fears in life. Suicide is his specialty and cutting is its thrill. Tears are his manipulation and skill. And to him death is the beginning not the end. So lets all hang ourselves dead and hope for the best

The other half,the more thoughtful of the two, believes in life not death. She tells me of the good times and helps me forget the bad. Love is her specialty and hugs are her skill. Kindness comes easy and hope is a thrill. Life is a blessing and suicide is for the weak. And to her life is greatest journey of them all. So let hold our heads up and hope for the best.

Some may ask why I listen the sad one more. For right now the sad one fits me perfectly telling me of pain not hope. Telling me to trust no one and to live a lie. So I live with the cuts on my arms that tell the stories of my life and of the girl that I was ment to be. If only I would have listened to the good half and followed her. Then I could truly be happy forever more??