Why ii was iin hospiital ( long but good )

Sitting here
Thinking about my life
Remebering the day
I grabbed that knife

The day
That i didnt just cry
The day
That i actually wanted to die

I remeber the day
I took those pills
Ended up in hospital
I didnt die Even though it was my will.

I didnt want to wake up
I didnt wanna Spend that night
With everyone asking me questions
About why i tried to take my life

But ill tell
You why
I promise ill tell you
The truth i wont lie.

My family abandoned me
My boyfriend left me to
I was feeling lost
An didnt no what to do

My mum Was over protective
My dad was never there
The rest of my family
Said goodbye and didnt care

I was crying
Torn apart
I could feel a intense pain
Of a broken heart

I didnt want to cut
I just wanted to end my life
An took those pills
An thats how an why i ended up in hospital that night.