Rose's petals

Red rose petals fall to the floor
like the many broken hearts before her
she lays her head on her pillow
thoughts of suicide running through her mind
she can't do it anymore
she can't handle the tears and pain
she opens up the dresser draw
and pulls from it a gun
she holds it to her head
the smell of alcohol in her breath
her hands they shake
she pulls the trigger
the barrel spins
for her gun was really loaded
her life went flashing past
her body Ly's next to her good bye note
so then you'll know it's all your fault
when they ring her funeral bell
heart break after heart break
her heart could break no more